尋晚, 我終于學識點樣可以調整camera個光圈大細lah, 好開心啊.

多謝Bozi師傅嘅指點... (條友就點我去睇説明書...鬼唔識睇咩?? .....$#!@%@#$!!)

 

佢仲未上綫, 唔知去咗邊...
好唔知點... 發生咩事, 究竟出咗咩問題ar?
你走咗都講聲ar... aigghhh...
WTF...

 

 

 

P.S.Kaoru Amane張cD我訂咗, 好期待...
     不過, 你快D上翻網, 或者講我知, 你究竟去咗邊lah...

 

P.S.2.     發覺, 被忽視.

              自己並不是什麽, 連普通的一聲通知也沒有...
              這究竟算怎麽樣?? Am I a thing? 바버 사랑 이야...

 

P.S.3.     Now, you are back. come with such a "Happy" message for me.
             Thank you. Thank you for bring me this.
             Not to stop you from going to GwangJu, but, thanks for your attitude to the long distance.

             I've got nthg to say.

今日上堂, 有個好高嘅男仔過來搭訕. 我愕咗愕然...
佢應該因爲見到我講中文, 然後又唔識我... 所以過來問我咩名.
最衰, 我竟然問佢, 係唔係有上之前個堂106F, 點知認錯人, 樣衰到死... 好唔好意思... 下次要去講翻句sorry先.
xD

今日朝早5點幾, Chris打電話來. 同我講咗好多嘢. Chris真係多煩惱嫁啫~  xD kakakaa...
我就恨都恨唔到.. 不過, 我先唔恨ar, 我有I啦. kakaka ^  o^v

 

雖然我都唔係好知I心入面究竟盤算住D咩, 不過... 我都有唔服輸嘅精神, haha.
Come beat me dudes, just like in QQ音速, I aint be scared.

 

眼瞓, haha, 休息下先. Peace~

 

P.S. TaiYou no Uta (太陽之歌) 好好睇. I will have the collection of it after it finished broadcasting, so tell me when you need it. ^ ^

Stay with me, I want to hold your hand tight, forever and ever.

呢兩日對我來講過得一D都唔輕鬆, 很討厭被拒絕的感覺, 很討厭被我不能理解的理由拒絕的感覺... urghhh~

我記得你說過的, 你, 不在乎年齡... 我聼了之後很高興....
我也記得你說了, "如果我比你年輕, 可能我還會試;可是我比你大, 所以也覺得浪費不起時間."

這樣的對比, 可笑麽?

 

厚厚曡起的希望落空了, 我還能夠做什麽... 爲什麽人總是害怕失敗, 所以連嘗試的機會都不給出來?

如果你說你不喜歡就算了, 如果喜歡的, 也是這樣嗎?

那麽, 你到什麽時候才去找一個你認爲一擊即中嘅目標, 難道是真的不用試嗎? 你的要求究竟有多高?

爲什麽你提不起信心呢? 是我還沒有基礎的關係嗎?
那麽, 離去了的C君, 他也是一樣嗎?
對你我真的猜不透...

我, 以爲你總是說真話的, 冇厄我, 就連你說love GM的時候也是一樣.

可是, 見到你回覆我email中那個"不上心", 我無言以對...

 

雖然你對我說得這麽明確... 可是, 我還是不死心...
我真的是喜歡你的, 請你重新考慮下我問你嗰個問題, 如果答案可以有所改變, 一定要告訴我. 如果冇得改變... %$@#^%$ (secret)

 

Germanism is gonna be back soon, no matter what... ^ ^

 

P.S. 多謝你可以再考慮... I really appreciated that.
       & Germanism is totally back for now, cheers~

I wish, I wish...
Wish I could have the things going on in my way...
Wish I could have all that blongs to me...

Wish I could even have all that doesnt blong to me...

Wish I could have you in my life, not for temporary.

 

Wish all that wishes I have would come true...

 

 

Are they going to be true?
I am afraid not.

Even though, they cant be all true, Can I still have some...?

 

I am too greedy, having what I ought to have couldnt satisfy me...

 

 

 

These days, I was experiencing heaven and hell.

Well, Sometimes, it was really happy, seems all the fortune are just around you.

Well, Sometimes, it was all the sorrow, I am like having my dark aura surrouding myself..

 

I thought I understand what is going on, so I feel safe...
Yeah, I did, only for some parts.

Once I clear the fogs, I found out, things are not just easy as I thought...

 

I still have a long way to go, hope things will turn out to be in the right direction.

 

Peace!

 

又唔知去咗边度, 3点几4点啦, 唔等啦...
瞓...

今日又整咗两味, 吉列龙利鱼柳同蜜桃鸡丁, 味道唔错, 算係我呢几日最好手势之作, 哈哈
继续要再接再历.

头先整理咗100几个食谱, 整到我死下死下. 不过print出来就可以成为一本Recipe大全啦, muhahaha.

 

好lah, 瞓lah~ everybody peace~

Iris, you sleep earlier ar~!

22嵗生日bang一聲就過咗...

 

生日當日... 竟然好悶gum自己響屋企過咗, 不過好彩過後第二日都有人來同我慶祝~ muhahaha

 

總括來講, 22嵗生日過得都唔錯... 不過...

 

唔知點解, care一個人然後其實發覺, 人地可能會抗拒, 嘅感覺其實好奇怪...

個心吊住吊住, 見到online又唔搵我傾計就lor lor leun. 總之就個心D feel古古怪怪.

 

仲有點解我地咁lar無聊, 冇topic嫁? 妖~~

 

 

@ .@

 

well, itz koo, hope things will go well soon.

life has itz own pattern to follow, mine does, others also.

what is there is there, also, what is not yours is not gonna be yours anyways.

stand straight, be cool. 남자가 남자다워야 남자지